Unfulfilled dreams of a Philanthropist-Sushant Singh Rajput

Kavinaya M
5 min readJun 16, 2020

Everyone of us should come across the news of Sushant Singh Rajput. He created a great impact in his movie “Dhoni-The untold story”.Somehow we all might disturbed by his demise.

What made him to end his life at the age of 34?

He proved success and fame is not enough to ones own happiness.Though he have reached a successful position in his career, he feels some emptiness in him. What he neeeded to fill his void? Only he knews. Media lightens up his suicide as he was a celebrity. But do you have any idea how many people commits suicide at every single hour due to their emotional struggle with themselves?

Let us all learn something he left behind in his journey.

An Innocent soul was welcomed on this earth on January 21,1986 in patna. Being born and brought up in a highly educated family , he was grown up with three elder sisters. He lost his mother when he was just 16 years old.He was also a topper in his academics and pursued his graduation in Mechanical Engineering from Delhi Engineering University.

His passion towards dancing and acting made him to withdraw his studies in his final year. He was also one of the group dancers who performed dance in 2005 Commonwealth games centered Aishwarya Rai Bachan.Being a responsible kid, he earned his own penny by working as a part time in call centers and joined a drama school. His television career started from ‘Kis Desh Mein Hai Meraa Dil’. He comes into light after his character was widely celebrated in “Pavitra Rishta”. His big screen dream satisfied by the film ‘KAI PO CHE’. Huge success of his first film made him to sign into various projects like PK and CHICHHORE.

“Dhoni-The Untold Story”- This film made him to sit at the peak of his career. He just lived as Dhoni and it was believed that he portrayed the exact mannerisms of Dhoni in onscreen. People still love the way he brings the signature scene ‘The Helicopter shot of M.S Dhoni’ in onscreen.

It is told that Sushant was one of the notable celebrity who was passionate about space study. Our heart will definitely goes deep down when we review his list of 150 dreams.

His unfulfilled dreams goes like this:

To get a flying license,To do a space research, Offering NASA workshop for 100 kids,To Own half of the moon, To play football with Ronaldo, Making one own super hero, Dance with Madhuri Dixit, Getting his name in Guiness book, Morning walk in great wall of china, Fulfilling 100 persons dreams, To watch active volcano, To learn Piano, Guitar,Drums. One day of Antarctica trip, A day spent with Asian Tribes, Direction of his own film, To stay one day and night in his college hostel, To discuss National policy with Indian PM.To build a largest library in india. To own a Lamborhini, To write one own book,Learn to play left hand Cricket,To get Blessings from 100 mothers,A party in wekas with his friend,To spent a night in graveyard,To get a underwater experience…… and the list goes on.

Oh,,, Man,,,! What a huge list of dreams he had in his store,,! Out of all he satisfied only one dream of spending his rest of his life in graveyard. Only the walls of his bandra house knew the depression he had gone through,,,!

His loneliness and his struggle with his inner feelings was revealed in his twitter cover picture. This is the picture called “THE STARY NIGHT” drawn by the Dutch Painter Vincent Von Gogh.

In his entire lifetime,Vincent drew almost 2100 pictures and this was the last picture drawn by him when he has admitted in hospital for mental disorder. It is said that he was in depressed state and out of all his pictures this picture was filled with more dark colors. Vincent was in depressed state even after his return from hospital and he shot himself by revolver.

Its really felt hard in deep down. Literally saying in one’s own life,it is seeded in small age that only money and fame brings happiness. Man can start running towards those temporary things without being able to enjoy the present moment and not spending much time with friends and family. Once he reached his defined state of fame, voidness occupies him and made one to realize that one need someone truly to listen us.

We have heard that Sushant was not respected equally like others in his professional circle. May be this was also one of the reason for his sadness. Not only in his life, there were many stories left untold in each and every middle man’s life. Certain people define some scales to mingle with their circle. Is it necessary so? Is money and being a rich kid enough to lead a life,,,! Never ever,,! Everyone’s birth and death is determined in same way than why is it necessary to play this dramas in between to pull ones to their down state.

Do you think in this world only people are discriminated based on color,caste gender and religion? Never,,,! These are only small terms…! There are many standards out there to keep oneself aside from the circle..! Individually it hurts more and more. What was his mistake? Is being an unique or not being an star kid?…..!

Always remember our lips and actions should match. Don’t estimate ones happiness based on social media or one fake smile. Each and everyone are in some depressed state by knowingly or unknowingly. Just lend ears to your ones around you sometimes. It does not cost so much. Just give them a hope that we are meant to be here for each other. Everyone needs some spark to fuel up their life. Why can’t you be someone’s spark? Its really an amazing feel when you have heard that my reason for happiness is because of you. No money and fame can give those satisfaction.

“Lets stand each other and lets brighten up our surroundings”

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